Hi ppl, I don;t know if any one actually reads my blog, since i don't update it often haha. Well, was just wondering about something about myself. You know when sometimes you go late in the night your mum does not sleep till you get home, I used to think she stayed up late to nag the hell out of me. Now however, i have changed my perception of why she does that till today, it's because she is worried about me, either conciously or unconsciously. Well, tonight my baby went out with her friends to sing some KTV and chill out at a pub. Seems like a normal way to hang out with your pals. Even I myself think its no biggie, but for some reason I uncounciously cant fall aslp till she's home. I am a life science student and currently learning metabolism, and i have no idea why i cant slp, I did not eat or treat myself in any manner to inhibit the metabolic and regulatory pathways of my body, so why? I told myself to slp and lie there put it just cant happen, normally i would be dead tired by at most 2am and fall aslp like a log. But now its like 4:30 am and i'm still wide awake. Ppl feel tired because of a particular hormone released in our body, to allow the cells in our body to take a rest, some how uncounciously caring about someone has inhibited that particular sleeping pill hormone, hmm interesting. Which leads to another topic, is loving and caring a person too much, a blessing or a curse? I seriously don't know, sayings like love is the most beautiful thing in the world, contradicts what i am feeling right now. It is wonderful to be in love with a person who feels like your other half, but y cant i slp? Perhaps I should seek a counselor haha. Seriously wish i could fall aslp, but for some reason i can't, should i love less then to cure my insomnia?
